Anika you are so annoying.

Oh? Why?

Your height is, like, so annoying. I always have to look down to see you.

Yep. That's me. Me and my very toxic friend

You're only 3 inches taller than me. No need to make me feel awful.

She was my only friend at the time.

Anika, your food is so weird. Why can't you eat normal food like us?

Yeah, it's so weird that you don't eat meat. I almost want to pretend that I don't know you because you're so weird.

Are you anorexic or something? It would explain why your so ugly and skinny like a stick.

She's brown like one too! *laughs*

SHUT UP! I could say the same to you, Ashley. You're skinny like me, aren't you?

With her reaction, you would've thought we said something hurtful.

She's such a weirdo.

To be honest,I'm so embarrassedby her sometimes.

She was really rude to me about my food choices and body.

She was the reason for most of my insecurities at the time.

If I was prettier, none of this would have happened.

I used to feel guilty about my reactions to what she said.

I shouldn't have been that rude. Who knows what's making her act this way?

THE NEXT DAY:

Today I'm going to try to avoid Ashley and Karen.

YES! They didn't notice me!