As a kid I was always outside playing with my cousins.
I was very talkative and outgoing. I'd always go out of my way to make new friends.
I was constantly bullied by my family about my weight even though I was a normal size for a kid.
"This is why you're so fat."
I became very self conscious and hated the way I looked. At 7 years old I'd already be watching what I'd eat so that I wouldn't be so "fat".
Years later, in middle school I was in a almost one year relationship. Where I was constantly gaslighted, manipulated into doing things I was uncomfortable with, etc.
You're a *** you should go kill yourself, my life was better without you.
I went into depression and stopped being as active and positive as before.