In spite of his hurtful behavior, I wrote him a message with the intention of fixing our situation. I really poured my heart into that message, nevertheless, he left me on read.
I don't understand where I went wrong!
He's an idiot who doesn't deserve you. Don't cry for him. It's better this way.
At school, our relationship wasn't any better. He totally ignored me and went to his new favorite person, Camila.
I suppose we are broken up now.
This time, we did not have a formal break up, and we did not maintain contact. I started partying and going out with other people. Still, every time I came back to my house I felt lonely. I was so attached to him that without Eick I felt as if I was missing some part of myself. My happiness, mental health, and self-esteem depended on him. My best friend tried to cheer me up but it didn't work.
Not really, Nobody is like Erick and I miss him so much.
Don't worry girl. You will be fine.
How was your date? Did you have fun?
One time we found each other at a party. Seeing him infuriated me so much for all the damage he had done to me. Later at the party, I was a little drunk, and I punched him in the face.
I hate him so much.
.
I knew that what I did was wrong, but I felt so free. I finally rebelled against the toxic relationship I had. I finally made a decision for me and my feeling only, not his. When I punched him I let myself free from the chains our damaged love created.
I don't longer feel like I owe him anything.
All of my pain turned into anger ,and I let it go on that punch.
Even though he is not here with me, I no longer feel incomplete.
Since that moment I learned something valuable. I must not bear the bad attitudes of others towards me just to keep them in my life. I still loved Erick, but I understood I must not be the girl he can always return to after he is done experimenting with other girls.
No, I haven't. He has his life and I have mine. I do miss him but I do not long for him anymore.