"Don't worry sweetheart. you'll make great friends"
"Why can't that be me? Why don't I connect as well as they do with others"
Second
think smarter not harder
Third
This was our 4th time my family has moved. My mom finds great job opportunities but we must move for them, which includes me. I am taken from everything. I have to start new all over again. I go to the the mall with my mother shopping for my school clothes as I see a group of kids from my school hanging out together "why can't that be me?" why don't I connect as well as they do with others?"
Fourth
"make any friends"?
"how was school today?
My mom doesn't know how hard it is to fit in especially as a girl. As soon as we come home I go straight to my bedroom and lie down on my side of the room. I come in a family with 3 brothers and my beautiful and amazing mother. My brothers got along with everyone without hesitation. I am tired of being told to belong. I simply do not belong. Not here. Not to people. not even school. Every day I go to school people think i'm some quiet, shy random outsider.
Fifth
I think about when life wasn't about jealousy and people wouldn't judge one another. Why do I have to be snotty, nosey, and be in a crowd of people who could care less about me and more about their own popularity? I get used to this new house passing by my little brother's filthy room and come home with a knockoff smile only to find my mother sitting in the kitchen welcoming me.
Sixth
"how was school today?" she says. "Did you make any friends?" My vision becomes blurry with the tears filling up in my eyes. I had a great day today and got along with people so well." I say. But I have tons of homework im gonna go get a headstart on it. She runs upstairs into her room that she shares with her little brother.
My heart hurts to lie to my mother. My head aches and feels heavy. As I look out the window to see the sungrazing away as it soon plans to set. The cool fresh breezy air goes across my face and glazes throughout my scarf. I feel the mystical wind give a nice breeze throughout my face and dry the tears off my face. The breeze felt cold and soft. It makes me think.
The air is so refreshing and I see the trees swaying to the wind. This is where I belong. Nature is a place where you don't need to belong. Nature is a world where nobody has to understand no one except yourself, not the school, not this small town, and not to this group of people. I truly belong here. To life....