I was a kid once but I often feel it the same way as other kids did. I suffered a lot during my childhood that gave me a lot of traumas where it came to the point that I don’t want to recall every detail. There were a lot of sufferings that made me mature earlier than kids my age due to those experiences.
I felt lonely that time because there were a lot of things I could have done if I was ever treated like other children. Those experiences have a great impact on my mind and self that put me through a lot of challenges. I was self-doubting and started to question my existence because I always feel left out and neglected.
I never wish to be born to be treated like this! Do I deserve this kind of treatment?!
Nice shot to our target man! I should've videotape it! HHAAHHA
I became the boy you never expected I would become because this is how I cope up with the thoughts. I go out every time I have the chance to, I go out every night with some friends, drink and smoke with them, stroll around the city and go home late at night. I became rebellious and did a lot of unpleasant things.
Ohh it was super fun dude! HAHAHAHAHA
Cheers to a succesful night!
PapaLo, you are the best of all the best because you buy me everything I want and stays by my side. I want to be like you when I grow up.
However in those times there is only one person who was always there to save the day. He is the one who made me feel that I am still a kid that needs to be taken care of. He is the one who taught me to dream, wish and inspire. Gave a lot of wisdom and taught me how the world and reality works. I idolized him so much that it came to the point that I want to become like my PapaLo in every bit.
J ^
I am always here by your side and you need to grow up first before you can become a man like your PapaLo HAHAHA!