Another morning. Welp time to go to school and having to socialize with people.  Lol probably another day where i'll start thinking bout my life yay. :| 
uum yeah just a grande chai late with oat milk . That's it 
Great now I have to look at my naked body. Sometimes taking showers is the worse. That's where the dysphoria kicks in and body dysmorphia too.
This F***** sucks 
I'm a boy
I just wished I had a flat chest...just like the dudes on my social media. I just wanna get my top surgery. That's all I want. That time is sooooo far awaayyyyyy. :]
I Hope the day goes well... and maybe get some coffee. Even thought I'm mad late.  
8:50 AM
I'm very late. I'll get there literally around 3rd period.
I should've worn something more masculine. UGH and I bet i'll get misgendered for the rest of the day.(sassy attitude) Men can be feminine too. Why do people not realize? that femininity doesn't  equal to being a woman. 
What can I get for you ma'am? 
Am I really that feminine.  She literally said "ma'am". God damn it.
I'm overthinking this. all that matters is that I know I'm a man who's just extremely feminine.
Is it the hair.. UGH and also decided to express my feminine side which I like a lot...But now I'm getting misgendered.
9:15 Am
9:20AM
GREAT now I have to go to the bathroom. I'll go in the mens bathroom... and I know someone will say something. Oh WELL we'll deal with it 
I just hope I don't get harassed 
Aren't you silly sticking your nose into people's business. LOL DOn't DO that
(Sarcasm)OH WOW thanks for pointing out the obvious. Who would've known...? You are so smart...
I Just wanna pee.. That's it and use the bathroom I feel comfortable in because I am a man myself.
ugh here comes basic white boy telling me. Where I should be... and NOT minding his business.