I had a gut feeling about going into the day after my best friend texted me she was sorry and hadnt responded nor came to school since.
after school I walked past our favorite corner store we would always get food from,I knew if id went in id have guilt because I coudln't go in if i didn't know if she was okay so I just left.
I responded with what at first not knowing she was hinting about how Ava had passed i fell to the ground in shock and cried so hard to the point where i felt empty and numb .
While walking home I repedeatly was checking my phone for a response.I walked through my doors and my mom stopped and told me how sorry she wss
Next day had came around and it was the day of her funeral. I tried being strong even when I knew I coudln't.
I decided to walk back home and take the day out of school.I walked to our grocery store and sat there wondering how things took a turn
I vistited her little brother and words couldnt express how happy I was to see him.The closest I have to ava and I just broke down because I couldnt help myself.