I started at this elementery school in Grade 5 when I had just moved to Canada from St Vincent.
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Watch this girls
Nellie right? come here!
The first time I met Dee was at recess when she called me over at her table after pulling my jacket.
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I bet you don't even know how to read! Come on, what's this word right here?
Ehh Am-brella
UMBRELLA
HAHAHAHAHAH
I should have resisted, I know, but I had something to prove.
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Nellie Nellie, say "europeans" again
Europe-ens
EUROPE-ENS HAHAHAH
I looked forward to these games with Dee, where they would mimic how I say certain words. I was the new girl, everyone else ignored me.
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In elementary, Dee was famous for her sleepovers. She had one on the first Saturday of every month. There were no curfews, the girls would drink booze and watch scary movies
Gulp, gulp, gulp
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NELLIEEE!! D-do you rememberrr your first day at our school?
Yes, I do. I also think you've had too many crannebery vodkas.
What-eveerr. Did you know that I, hahahah, I was asked to befriend you by our principal
Ehhh, I, what...
When Dee finally invited me to one of her sleepovers, everyone else had bailed. I talked to Dee's stepdad while Dee was getting drunk.
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YES, I know, it's so funny isn't it?
I even had to report back every Friday about what we did that week, new things I've learnt about you, our English lessons...
AND GUESS WHAT, I GOT EXTRA CREDIT FOR IT!
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At the school
Do you like being black?
Ehh, it's okay I guess
Just okay?
Yeah
It's fine if you don't. I get it.
Arghh Dee, don't start with this shit again. Something has to be bothering her cause she's not sharing her cigarette
Now we're in Grade 11, trespassing on school property, once again. It's a Saturday afternoon and the boys soccer team is practicing next to us.
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Kyle Gaillard thinks it's more than okay
What, that I'm black?
He's been asking about you
Asking what?
That's impossible, Kyle's a senior. He's an athlete and only dates pompoms. I'm invisible to him.
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Why don,t we go ask him? He's right over there, practicing on the feild.
Ehh, I don't really want to. Actually, I don't care. Let's just go.
I knew Dee was up to something. I tried to be casual but my insides were filling up. The pressure of not knowing what's coming pushes against my stomach and chest
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At the soccer field
This has to be a setup, another one of Dee's practical jokes. Is Kyle in on it?
Hey, Kyle
Hi there Dee. Hi Nellie
So, Nellie was wondering why you're asking about her
Oh! Just out of interest, you know?
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And?
And nothing, just seen you around and was curious.
So you like her?
Yeah, I guess so
What...
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Do you like her braids?
Yeah it's cool
What? Even if it's not real
What's your point?
Nothing
Why did she always have to comment on my hair? Was I really that different? She could always find the perfect way to embarass me.
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That would be the last time I talk to Kyle. And for Dee, we eventually grew apart. I still think about her every now and then.