Journey of Finding Yourself
Storyboard Tekst
- Jealousy of Others
- You look so good!Oh my god! no you do!!
- Feeling Alone
- I had a good time today! When we come back?
- I'm not sure when i'm free but soon promise!
- Doubting Myself
- Slim thin, I use to be slim thin when I was younger. I gotten short and fat over the centuries and whenever I see someone with my dream body I tend to fade. Why do I get so jealous? Why do they need to be perfect? Why aren't I perfect? All these questions come to my mind. This is one reason I hate coming to the beach. I hate seeing these pale beautiful women. I'm so insecure I hate it. I cant help it! Why do I keep comparing..
- Message of Happinesses
- As I go back home I just feel empty. Why can't I be pretty myself? Why aren't I good enough? I couldn't think straight with the laughter of my parents in front of the car. I always told my mom I wanted to go on diets but she would always tell me how I was perfect the way I was and I shouldn't worry about that. I wanted to believe that it was that easy to love yourself but it wasn't. I wanted to laugh and be happy as my parents were at the moment but it wasn't possible. I wanted to go home and cry it all out, like I always do.
- The feeling of Being Loved
- I was always told when you are growing up you tend to dislike how you look. Social media mostly has the influence of this. You see the prettiest girls living a life you would kill for. But I always thought it's probably teen insecurity but I wish I can pale like those girls I saw at the beach today. I wish I could be blonde and have colored eyes and have a small figure. I wish I can be them. Why cant I love myself? Why am I always questioning myself? I should love myself but it's so hard. I hardly ever hear it.
- Love Yourself
- As I open my phone to a message, I see that my cousin sent a group photo of our family. I had forgotten all about everything that happened today. I forgotten how happy being with all relatives and family was. I forgot I spent time with her and my other cousins. I forgot because I was so focused on comparing myself to others that I forgot the things that made me myself. The things I loved about myself. The emotion to be able to be happy.
- You look good!
- Putting my phone down I had a sigh of relief. I felt much better than I did the last 2 hours. Thanks to my cousin I felt worth something. My cousin always had the magic to make me feel good. She would do my makeup, do my hair, even gave me clothes. She makes me feel good about myself. I felt good about myself whenever I was with her or whenever she texted to check in. I felt silly comparing myself right after.
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- Moral of the story, never compare yourself to others. I know that by now. I had countless situations like this one where I didnt feel good enough. But at the end of the day you know what you are good at and you learn to love yourself the way you are. Always love yourself and never compare yourself to others. I found myself through this joruney of comparing and I found out how to love myself the way I was made.
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